Would you rather be able to see 10 minutes into your own future or 10 minutes into the future of anyone but yourself?

As of right now, I have to say 10 minutes into my own future. I`ve become even more curious and excited to see what the future holds for me, and it`d be great to know what`s going to happen and hopefully be more relaxed.

Would you rather be famous when you are alive and forgotten when you die or unknown when you are alive but famous after you die?

This is a hard one, as I would like to be famous when I`m alive, but I think I`ll have to say famous after I die. I don`t want to be forgotten after my death.

Would you rather go to jail for 4 years for something you didn’t do or get away with something horrible you did but always live in fear of being caught?

Another hard one. I don`t want to go to jail, but I don`t want to live in fear, because that`s hard too. Some would say that`s worse, so I think I`d rather go to jail for 4 years than having to always live in fear, but I`d also go to jail for something I didn`t do and being treated in an unfair way really gets me furious, so… I`m not sure.

Would you rather the general public think you are a horrible person but your family be very proud of you or your family think you are a horrible person but the general public be very proud of you?

I`d rather have my family be proud of me, simply because they`re my family. I don`t want to focus on what the public, who don`t even really know me, thinks of me. Also imagine coming home every day, knowing your family thinks you`re a horrible person. That wouldn`t exactly be amazing.

Would you rather be completely invisible for one day or be able to fly for one day?

I feel like that depends on what day we`re talking about, because it would most likely depend on my mood and what`s going on in my life that very day. But for one; be able to fly for one day. Don`t ask me where I`d like to fly.

Would you rather find your true love or a suitcase with five million dollars inside?

Oh, my true love. The end.

Would you rather be able to teleport anywhere or be able to read minds?

I think I`m not the only one who finds it great that nobody can read my mind and aaaaalthough it would be cool to be able to read people`s minds, I have to say that I`d rather be able to teleport anywhere. I would save money, time, energy and I would be able to go anywhere anytime.

Would you rather give up bathing for a month or give up the internet for a month?

Internet for a month. I have to be honest: I don`t think not bathing for a month would be a huge problem, considering we have a lot of hygiene products now, but if I had to give up one of those it`d be to give up the internet for a month.

Would you rather be fluent in all languages and never be able to travel or be able to travel anywhere for a year but never be able to learn a word of a different language? 

Rather travel anywhere for a year. I wouldn`t mind to never be able to learn a word of a different language as much as I would mind to never be able to travel again. Travelling makes me happy. Plus I can speak three languages fluently.

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Would you rather never be able to eat meat or never be able to eat vegetables?

Never be able to eat meat. I haven`t had meat for more than two months now and I don`t miss it. They also have so many vegan and vegetarian options in various shops, cafes and restaurants now that not eating meat has become quite easy now.

Would you rather have to read aloud every word you read or sing everything you say out loud?

Haha, imagine having to sing a speech at a funeral. I think I`d rather read aloud every word I read.

Would you rather never get angry or never be envious?

I don`t really get angry, but I`d rather never be envious. Not that I get envious a lot, but I think I prefer to get angry than envious, haha.





“It`s as if a person gets more attention when he`s dead”.

I was about to tweet this the other day, but didn`t because it was perhaps too “dark” and I thought it`s better to keep it to myself. But here I am, sharing.

I`ve been thinking about Avicii and how he`s just… not anymore. It happens quite a lot when someone famous dies and it was worse when my uncle and grandmother died. No one doesn`t really know what kind of thoughts I have, which I`m happy about. Like I said the other day; I`m glad nobody has access to my mind. It`s just… I can`t understand how people just fall asleep forever. People are sad about Avicii`s death, but what`s made it all worse, is how he was so young. Nobody expected this to happen. The guy made the soundtrack of so many people`s lives and him just not being anymore, is a weird thought. My mind doesn`t understand.

People on social media have been sending him more love and thoughts than ever. Isn`t that a little crazy? Crazy and sad. Don`t get me wrong, it`s great that people have a place to share their thoughts and condolences, and remember him, but it`s as if he`s getting more love now than ever because he`s not anymore. Because people realise now what he actually was. Because people are going to miss him now. Why? Where was everyone before all this? I know his fans loved him and appreciated what he did, but you can see the difference.

It`s like Anne Frank wrote: “Dead people receive more flowers than the living ones because regret is stronger than gratitude.” It sounds too honest. It`s something I`ve experienced too. Once someone is near death or is dead, many of us come running and “suddenly” have so many regrets. Some of us show more love than ever and I just wonder where they were before.

Ah, these thoughts are a little too complex and thinking about death is both confusing and scary, because I`m not going to get all of the answers anytime soon. I hope I won`t, but I guess I just wish more people showed this much love, sympathy and understanding every single day and not only when people die.

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Some time ago Suze nominated me for Liebster Award. I don`t do awards, but I like many of the questions I`m asked so I thought I`d do it as a “get-to-know-me-better” post. 🙂 Thanks to Suze, by the way. I really appreciate it. Nice to know someone out there finds my blog amazing and worthy of praise.


Where do you get your ideas?

From life, people and dreams. I`m so glad my mind is not see through.

What is your writing process like?

Haha, so ..I dream. And then I really mean a lot. To me, they`re inspiration. I write a lot for myself which I don`t share with anyone. It depends on what I`m writing, but mostly I prefer to just write. It`s a little harder when I write by hand as I want it to be written neatly. I let my mind drift away and write everything down without any filters. I think that if you keep going back and checking what you write, it`s easy to get stuck. Grasp the things around you with silence and try to make something out of them by words.

Do you think someone could be a writer if they don’t feel emotions strongly?

Of course. Not everybody feels emotions so strongly, but that doesn`t mean they don`t have anything they`d like to share.

What one thing would you give up to become a better writer?

The voice inside my head which isn`t fearless and tells me to stop.

What is your favorite childhood book?

You mean my favourite book of all times? The diary of Anne Frank. Never gets old for me and never will either.

How does your writing relate to your spiritual practice or other life path?

I consider myself a Muslim, but I seperate that from my writing. For me, writing is more about emotions.

What inspires you?

I inspire myself. Apart from that life does. If I was to mention a person that`s inspired me for years and keeps inspiring me, it`s Anne Frank.

Describe yourself as if someone is interviewing you.

I find such questions so hard, even though I`m supposed to talk about myself and that should perhaps be an easy task but I`m always like “where do I even begin?”. And doesn`t it depend on who`s interviewing you? Not sure I would say this if we`re talking about a job interview, but I`ll just write down what I`ve written on my “about me” page:

I`m a passionate girl, with a lot of hopes and dreams. I used to be a thinker, now I`m an over-thinker. I`m a dreamer. I dream a lot, doesn`t matter if it`s day or night. I`m a writer. I`m a daughter. I`m vulnerable. Kind. Strong. Weak. Mature. Immature. Visible. Invisible. Fragile. Beautiful. Mess.

Most of all I`m an old soul in a young body.

Where do you see yourself in ten years?

Oh, God… I don`t know. I hope I`m an author by then and that I`m happy with what my life`s like at that time.

What was the worst book you ever read, or stopped reading?

I don`t really have a “worst book I`ve ever read”. Sure, there have been books that I didn`t like that much but I usually try to finish them because I`d like to believe you can learn something from everything.



What are you looking forward to right now?

Finishing this assignment I have for my history class. The deadline is on Monday and I really hope I finish it tomorrow!

The book you`re reading now? 

“I am Malala” – very interesting and inspiring!

The last time you went to a shopping mall?

On Thursday, as I had to buy a waffle iron.

Been to the cinema the past five years?

Yep, was there this Tuesday to watch the movie “Hva vil folk si” (English: What will people say).

Anything you`d like to get to know about the future?

Yes and no. Yes, because I`m curious and a lot of things would be clearer if I knew what I`m expecting, no because at the same time the excitement would be gone.

Bought any clothes the last week?

Maybe I`ll change my mind later, but for now I`ve stopped buying clothes and such from Norway. Why? 1. It`s way too expensive and 2. I prefer going on a holiday and buying clothes there. That way I get to travel and save some money. 3. I have everything I need and it`s not like I need anything right now.

The last time you were happy?

Hmm, not sure if this counts but I felt this happiness inside me a while ago when I looked up apartments for exchange students in Maastricht. Weird and crazy to think about the fact that I`m going to live in the Netherlands for more than three months.

Your turn! Pick one of the questions and answer it in the comment section. 😉


Roxy nominated me for the “Liebster Award” while I was in Germany. I normally don`t really do awards (not that I`ve been nominated for many, it`s happened only once before), but I thought I`d do this one sort of like a “get-to-know-me-better-tag”. Thanks to her for nominating me, by the way! I appreciate it. 🙂

Describe one goal you want to achieve by the end of 2018.

I don`t really have any specific goals for this year. Mainly I just want to get wiser and become a better person, by growing up and learning every day. I need to allow myself to do mistakes, because after all I`m a human and that`s how I`m going to learn. I won`t become a better person by only being nice to others, I also need to be nicer towards myself.

Are you pessimistic or optimistic?

At the end of the day, I`m optimistic. Imagine being pessimistic all the time – that must be exhausting.

If there was one country you could choose to go to where would it be and why?

My first thought was The Netherlands. If you`ve been following me for some time, you`d know I have been wanting to visit that country for years. I finally got to visit it last summer, but it was only for two days. However, if I was to choose a country I`ve never been to, I think I would`ve picked India? Or Hungary? I`m not sure, haha, but I thought of these two because I`ve been wanting to visit these countries for some time. They seem very interesting and I feel like I`d learn a lot. IMG_1191

It’s your last ever meal…what would you eat?

Pizza or pasta? Donuts? Croissants?! “Favourite questions” aren`t really my thing, as I don`t have only one thing that I like, as you perhaps can tell, haha. But, I`d simply eat something I like. 🙂

What is the first thing you would buy if you won a million pounds?

Books. And perhaps a house. I`ve got great priorities, you know.

Would you still write if WordPress never existed?

Yeah, of course! I wrote before I started this blog and I still write for myself (which I don`t really share with anyone). 😉

What is your favourite season and why?

Autumn. Not too cold, not too hot. Fresh air. Jumpers. Scarves. The autumn leaves somehow remind me of how everything one day is going to vanish. Weird how some things never change – every autumn the leaves change its colours and bid goodbye to the trees. IMG_1491

What is your favourite sweet?

One of those questions again. I had to look it up, haha. I was about to say croissant, but it`s not really a sweet (even though I like to eat them when I`m craving something “sweet”). So, donut maybe?  Chocolate cake? Candy you can find in the grocery shops? I can`t decide.

If you could have a conversation with a celebrity who would it be?

Emma Watson. I enjoyed her character in the Harry Potter movies. She`s also engaged when it comes to women rights and she`s not afraid to stand up for what she believes in.

What was the most recent programme you watched?

“Baaghi”!!!! I just watched the third episode (I`m watching the first ones, while waiting for a new one, to get to know the story) and it is so amazing. The character, the dialogues, the story. AND let`s not forget the title track. Ah, if anyone of you is watching the drama serial, let me know! (It`s in Urdu)

What sets you apart from everyone else?

Hmm, I`m not sure, but perhaps my kindness. I feel like I`m “too kind” sometimes. Or my reflections. I reflect a lot on everything and nothing.


1. What was your favourite subject in school?

History! There`s something so interesting and fascinating about history – try to imagine how many people lived before us on this planet and everything that`s ever happened. It`s a lot to take in! My favourite topics are Second World War and the Holocaust.

2. What’s your favourite drink?

Milkshake. I don`t drink coffee or tea, so if I`m hanging out with someone I usually get myself a milkshake. I also make myself some quite a lot at home.

3. Favourite song at the moment?

I can`t pick one, so here are three of my favourite songs at the moment: Logic by 1-800-273-8255 ft. Alessia Cara & Khalid, 13 beaches by Lana Del Rey and Only Human by Joakim Lundell ft. Sophie Elise.

4. Do you participate in any sports?

No, haha! I`m not an athletic person at all. I played handball for six months when I was in Secondary, and I didn`t enjoy it most of the time.

5. Favourite Book?

The Diary of A Young Girl, by Anne Frank. Goes without saying.uten navn

6. Favourite holiday?

AMSTERDAM 2017!! For sure. A dream come true, really. I love wearing my “I love Amsterdam”-hoodie. I still sort of can`t believe I`ve already been there. I`m definetely going back one day, to explore the city more. 🙂


7. Have you graduated High School?

Yeah, I did June 2013. A little crazy to think I`m already on my second year at the university.

8. Have you been out of the country?

Yeah, several times. I don`t know exactly how many times, as I went to Pakistan when I was a little kid, but more than 5 times for sure! I`ll get back to you on that one.

9. Do you speak any other Languages?

I can speak a little bit German, otherwise I speak Urdu and English.

10. Do you have any siblings?

I have a younger brother.

11. Do you like school?

I`m studying at the university now, but I still call it school, haha. If I like it? Yes and no? It`s kind of complicated, as it`s hard to explain. I like learning new things and I pretty much enjoy the seminars, but universities aren`t personal. There are so many people, and people who`re studying with me, aren`t good at trying to plan social things to do. Groups were made the first weeks and that`s what it`s pretty much been like. Very sad, to be honest.

12. Favourite YouTubers?

I wouldn`t say they`re my favourites, as I don`t really follow many YouTubers, but I do like Zoella`s channels and Alfie Deyes` vlogs.

13What phone do you have?

I have perhaps the oldest version of Samsung. My phone is quite old and I like it that way. I only need to call people and send SMS anyways. 🙂

14. How tall are you?

I`m 1.70. When I was in Primary School, I was one of the tallest girls in my class, but now I find myself looking down at my feet, while thinking “wow, you`re not that tall”, haha…

15- What do you like spending your money on?

I still don`t have a job, so so far I spend my parents` money, haha. That`s kind of true, but I don`t buy as much as I perhaps would`ve have had if I had my own job. I like spending money on books, travelling, memories and clothes.


… be forced to wear wet socks for the rest of your life or be allowed to wash your hair only once a year? 

I wouldn`t handle wet socks that well – my feet would be so uncomfortable and cold. So be allowed to wash my hair only once a year it is! You can always use hair products that can help your hair meanwhile.

… know how to speak only English or know how to speak every language but never English?

Oh, this is a tough one! English, I think. I`d rather speak a language most people know, than speak several languages only some people know.

… always wear a top hat or always wear a giant clock necklace?

Always wear a top hat! I`m sure I`d get quite a lot of attention, haha.

… be in jail for a year or live in complete isolation in the mountains for a year? 

Live in complete isolation in the mountains for a year. Nature definetely is better than jail! The picture below shows “Prekestolen” at Lysefjorden in Stavanger. It`s so beautiful and although it looks a little dangerous, I want to go here! Who wants to be in jail. when you have such wonderful surroundings around you? rx-500.jpeg

… be stoned to death or be grounded?

FOR SURE be grounded!! I`d rather live than die.

… spend a day in the Sahara Desert or spend a day in the North Pole?

Was about to say Sahara, but no way – it`s way too hot there! Right now it`s not that cold in the North Pole anyways. (at least not as cold as I thought it was there).

… prevent World War II and ail the war related deaths that went along with it, Holocaust included,  or cure all forms of cancer and STDs, AIDS included? 

Prevent World War II. I`d do both if I could, but after all, a war is a war. World War II was us humans` fault – some sick human beings decided to kill millions of people just because they were who they were. I`m not sure if we can “prevent” deadly diseases from invading our bodies?

… control your dreams or watch them the next day?

Watch them the next day. I dream quite a lot, when I wake up I feel like it was all so real. Sometimes I`m so happy it turned out it wasn`t real anyway, haha. So it`d be fun to watch them the next day.

… jump forward 10 years of your life or go back 10 years of your life?

Go back 10 years of my life. I`d rather live those again, than having to “skip” ten years.

… have long curly hair or have short straight hair?

Long curly hair as I can always cut it 😉 Just kidding, I bet I wouldn`t have that option. Short and straight hair looks good on me – nevertheless I`ll go for long curly hair.

… win the lottery or live twice as long?

Live twice as long!! OF COURSE! I`d have more time to do everything I want to.

… would you rather have no one show up to your wedding or your funeral?

This one is so hard. Not having anyone at my wedding would definetely be sad, but I feel like I`d be more sad if I knew nobody was to come to my funeral. Not that I`d know anyway (or maybe I would, who knows..), but I`d rather have people say farewell to me and “celebrate my life” when it`s all over, if that makes any sense? At the same time, I`d actually exist at my wedding and I`d be happy to have people attend my wedding, but if I had to choose, I`d chose my funeral (I think).

This was fun (but hard) to do! I enjoyed doing it and hope you liked this post. 🙂 I`m really curious about what you guys would`ve chosen on the last one – would you rather have no one show up to your wedding or your funeral? Let me know in the comment section below!